We temper each other.

     Perceived wisdom — practiced vanity


                                       communal sanity.

     We choose to unhinge, dissolve all
     membranes — shut mouth against

     pursed lips and tongue bit
     iron                                    iron                                    iron

                                                                             break open

                     the boulder. It sits on precarious edge
     lowbush blueberries                     twirling                     noon-blanched bones

                     entreats mountain to send no more than birds
                     half-hatched, pink skin unfeathered.

     Gather the stones, swallow them whole.

     Make a cauldron to stew
     roil                                    crack                                    sprout

                                                                on this surface

     a new rupture —

                                       hold the edges close
     though every law pulls them apart.

                     Every gust of breeze, prying.
                     Feet stay firm, dream of uprooting.
                     Spine straightens, unfurls its wings.

     Feathers shed on snowy ground.

     Swords still and                     whistling                     after battle. A crust
     of speckled shit and white; an unburnt pyre pokes through

     eye                                    haze                                    sun’s corona
     a dance of unfathomable distance.

Reading and video by Mac Vogt, who collaborated with Atsushi Ikeda on “Does it look like a void to you.” Music by Neils Frahm.

Paola Ferrante & Kate Finegan

Collective Stages of Grief

     Stage 1: Pretend the tree outside your window grows into foundation
     of your neighbor’s house, then you are in the circle
     of your neighbor’s rug, the immediate
     circle where you do not stay apart
     two metres, do not count
     the circles to see
     that it’s a sapling,
     so much time is

     Stage 2: Boil twenty volumes of sap over open fire, reduce
     the time to walk a dog, stand in line, checkout
     in separate rooms for sleeping; morning
     without pancakes melts into days without
     a shoulder for crying out loud; we want
     to elbow onto rush-hour trains instead
     of bumping elbows, get caught
     in traffic, not inside ourselves.
     We are up in arms
     but can’t be

     Stage 3: If only we can go to the beach today tomorrow we’ll form a human
     chain against the riptide. We’ll give you toilet paper, wine for St. Sebastian,
     ripples in the maple tree, if only for the timbre
     of a stranger’s voice, unwavering. Our bedsheet
     tents hover, like childhood half-remembered.
     We’ll be good if only
     we can go outside

     Stage 4: When the clock stops, let it stay; don’t move your hands to touch
     the face. The tree is waving from your window. Your body is a wave
     plunging into pounds of rice. Your body is a wave spilling into
     unwashed laundry. Sap spews out
     from the kitchen sink. Your body
     is part of a wave collapsing,
     contained in six hundred
     square feet of unswept

     Stage 5: When nothing is left
     tap roots, your toes dancing
     in your kitchen.

Reading by Síle Englert and Kevin Heslop. Video and music (“Green Coat,” from the album Pale Moon Kid) by Jenny Berkel. Síle, Jenny, and Kevin collaborated on “All the Wrong Ghosts Live Here.”

Shelly Harder & Kevin Heslop


                              A generation has died.
                                                                                — The Guardian


                              our grand                pa                rents


                                                touched with



     needful                          questions




     how long?


                                                  the waiting a ruin,

                                                                                     a doorknob
                                                                                     too sudden
                                                                                     to bear


     grandparents, heeded strictly,

                                                                                     are cathedrals

                                                  from which ordinary




     shall I have counted
                                                                                     the stones?


     the cathedral in ruins, weeds


     even doorknobs



                                        — live

Lindsay Crudele & nate greenslit

six feet

     first, taste, then breath, a test
                    i am sick, therefore i am possible
     guilty silence, i hum to hear
                    “i am” is an impossible side of peace
     bound by the body, whose
                    ends are always somebody else’s trouble
     scatter the ashes of all my best recipes
                    can’t you hear rats scratching to get inside?
     that chapel of our holy everything
                    cold, it’s god down here!
     in a moment, it will be the same
                    clearly you’ve forgotten just whose flag it is you’re burning
     dreams confined the color of lightning
                    i defy that suffering is anything but blame by another name
     lay your hands on the scythe between us
                    i can chant with the best of them
     call their ages like a lottery
                    have we been here before?
     i make what i lack
                    it’s hard to cover your tracks when you can’t move
     i take the chance once given

Ryan Gibbs & Rhonda Melanson


     i know
     how many spaces
     to park a tsunami

     craved isolation
     from self
     from regrets

     standing on curb
     before freezing
     for selfie

     visions of horsemen
     quarter me
     pain me
     back to life

     with a tidal wave
     under glass
     breaking in transit

Conyer Clayton & emilie kneifel

the weight of cleanliness

     scraped of cells, wait—
     i want to not leave
     myself— but what can i trust
     if not hands, sloughing
     me circular, fresh if
     kept gentle, new— i can molt,
     i can gather as dusk does—
     but didn’t i learn to pick skin
     in the morning, rub dreams
     from the corners that
     keep me


     morning my my, you weren’t
     asleep, just cupping
     the slivers you ought
     be letting— a function
     of love to drop years
     in the sink— didn’t your
     mother tell, spiralling,


     can water bond a— we soak,
     you resurface, i— blame me
     before i can breathe

Atsushi Ikeda & Mac Vogt

Does it look like a void to you

It’s like matter sits side by side through these screens. The mean window, our mixed conjectures. Puzzled ink like a finger tracing cold glass, cheek hit grating, weak to the suction and I am krill.

The paints mix. Days remembered when their distinction riddled us. A windowpane each. The cautious wondering of who else? could​ ​quietly receive a glance? this rain? The shared stutter of senses that made the pained blink telepathy.

Never a pure understanding. Knew what it’s like not to be you, and fuss around the edges ‘til. Some semblance repairs us, maybe a hole in the sweater, and here it comes: whose fingers combing the fabric, this cozy reality enrobed in? It was the fear of nakedness in a crowd.

Blinded us. The famed loneliness of, yes, even “I”. When the, I think, tender teleology of having nothing to lose meant you clamped nightly. Useless teeth. All those dry faces sobbed hard for simple answers. Looking out is not enough, never.

It is this fear that pilots you . . . in the densely fraying dream that separates us at the seam that shed for each flash of life scoffed in the water, the thrashing fish. This vacuum is the thrumming sea. Do you see what I see? The distance fallen into? Each lonely thought gasping against the mesh.

Each hour widens the burgeoning net.

Reading by Shelly Harder and Kevin Heslop, who collaborated on “03/26/2020.” 

Jenny Berkel & Síle Englert & Kevin Heslop

All the Wrong Ghosts Live Here

     On one of his last evenings as himself, my brother
     leads me through the fairgrounds: the older sibling’s
     job is to explain the fear of falling. He’s seventeen,
     we’re both oblivious. It’s always autumn in the dream

     and months from now we’ll find him vomiting tarantulas
     into an empty bucket in his lap until he falls asleep.
     It’s autumn and the carnival is brambles, weedy pavement,
     lustrous sky, the creak of white carousel horses cracking

     in October sun; a finger of warmth inside the scratches
     left behind. Bumper cars like ampersands guided by chance
     and circumstance in a threadbare ballet. He holds
     a strip of tickets like the keys to all salvation

     and lurches towards a rusted, low-slung moon.
     Across the empty thoroughfare, no barker summons
     but his shadow burned in pinstripes on the ground
     speaks for him, daring us to try our luck,

     spin the wheel. Singing our future, the ghost of music
     calls out a canticle in bells — the clink and jangle
     clockwork of clanking gears. Sour piano strings stir still.
     Somewhere tetrapods form and warp between mirrors

     in the funhouse. All the wrong ghosts live here:
     two tucked safe behind steel in the ferris wheel’s cart
     as the whinging round begins. Below, our world
     grows microscopic; the sky pulls us up and away.

     This gravity won’t break us when we fall. My brother,
     ecstatic, watches my face fracture in the pulsing
     lights. In the dream it’s always autumn and how
     could we have known that everything would turn?

Reading by Paola Ferrante. Paola collaborated with Kate Finegan on “Collective Stages of Grief.”
Reading and video by Shelly Harder and Michael Hudecki. Shelly collaborated with Kevin Heslop on “03/26/2020.”


Artwork for Is It Less Lonely Like This by Angie Quick: The honour of thieves (the gangbang) (11″x15″, acrylic and oil pastel on paper, 2020), cocksure and riding in the clearing of my heart (the gangbang) (59″x78″, oil pastel and acrylic on canvas, 2020), for love of a conman (the gangbang) (59″x78″, oil pastel and acrylic on canvas, 2020), my injuries for today; all sport and luxury (the gangbang) (59″x78″, oil pastel and acrylic on canvas, 2020), and The honour of thieves ii (the gangbang) (11″x15″, acrylic and oil pastel on paper, 2020).

“Towers” — VII is seven voices fused into one exquisite corpse: Manahil Bandukwala, Ellen Chang-Richardson, Conyer Clayton, nina jane drystek, Chris Johnson, Margo LaPierre, and Helen Robertson. Based on the belief that seven minds are better than one and that many ideas make joyous chorus, we say: We are I and I is VII. Formed in March 2020, VII is based in Ottawa, Ontario, the traditional and unceded territory of the Algonquin Anishinaabeg.

“Collective Stages of Grief” — Paola Ferrante’s collection, What to Wear When Surviving A Lion Attack, was published in 2019 by Mansfield Press. Her work has appeared, or is forthcoming, in PRISM International, The /temz/ Review, Grain, CV2, and elsewhere. She won The New Quarterly’s 2019 Peter Hinchcliffe Fiction Award and Room’s 2018 Fiction contest and was longlisted for the 2020 Pacific Spirit Poetry Prize. She is the Poetry Editor at Minola Review and resides in Toronto. Kate Finegan is the author of the chapbook The Size of Texas (Penrose Press, 2018). Her work has appeared in PRISM International, The Puritan, The Fiddlehead, SmokeLong Quarterly, and elsewhere. She is editor-in-chief of Longleaf Review and lives in Toronto.

“03/26/2020” — Shelly Harder hails from rural Ontario with a first chapbook, remnants (Baseline Press, 2018). Kevin Heslop is the author of the forthcoming full-length collection the correct fury of your why is a mountain (Gordon Hill, 2021).

“six feet” — Lindsay Crudele writes fiction, poetry, and more and lives in Boston, tending to many creatures. Her most recent story, “The Spy Who…,” appeared in Queen Mob’s Teahouse this March. nate greenslit is a teacher, writer and musician.

“Waiting” — Ryan Gibbs is an English professor who lives in London, Ontario. His short stories have appeared in anthologies by Cranberry Tree Press and Lighthouse Publications 2002, and his poems have appeared in Illumen, Tower Poetry, and The Windsor Review. His children’s poetry has been included in the State of Texas Assessment of Academic Readiness. Rhonda Melanson is a poet living in Sarnia, Ontario, and has been published in many online and print journals, including The Boxcar Poetry Review, Quill’s, Lummox, Philadelphia Poet, and The Windsor Review. She has published a chapbook called gracenotes (Beret Days Press).

“the weight of cleanliness” — Conyer Clayton and Emilie Kneifel are new friends. Their work has appeared in Arc, Canthius, The Fiddlehead, Vallum, and elsewhere. Em’s web show, PLAYD8s, airs every Wednesday at 8 p.m. until April 22. Conyer’s debut full-length, We Shed Our Skin Like Dynamite, is forthcoming from Guernica Editions in May, 2020.

“Does it look like a void to you” — Atsushi Ikeda is based in Montreal. Mac Vogt is based in Toronto.​

“All the Wrong Ghosts Live Here” — Jenny Berkel is a singer-songwriter and poet from rural Ontario. Between playing concerts across the globe, she writes, teaches English, and works at the library. Her writing has appeared or is forthcoming in Hart House Review, The Maynard, The Literary Review of Canada, long con magazine, and elsewhere. Síle Englert is a poet, fiction writer, and multi-disciplinary artist. She is the author of Threadbare (Baseline Press, 2019) and a forthcoming chapbook from Anstruther Press in spring, 2020. Her writing has appeared in journals such as The Fiddlehead, CV2, Room Magazine, Canthius, The /temz/ Review, Crannóg Magazine (Ireland), Freefall Magazine, and The Minola Review. Kevin Heslop is the author of the forthcoming full-length collection the correct fury of your why is a mountain (Gordon Hill, 2021).

Is It Less Lonely Like This: isolation collaborations was edited by Jason Dickson & Andy Verboom, titled by Angie Quick, and published by Collusion Books (in collaboration with 845 Press and its e-book March 2020: A COVID-19 Anthology).  Collusion Books, an imprint of long con magazine, operates in K’jipuktuk, Mi’kmak’i, the traditional, unceded, and unsold territory of the Mi’kmaq. We are all Treaty People.

Is It Less Lonely Like This: isolation collaborations is copyright © 2020 by Collusion Books. All rights reserved by the named contributors.