"When we talk our large thirst"

Purbasha Roy

Purbasha Roy (she) is a writer from Jharkhand, India. Her works respond to artists of yesteryear, chosen for her love of seeing old paintings with a new perspective.

“This poem is after Journey’s End (1913 – 1914) by Abanindranath Tagore.”

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     I thought our journey would end soundless
     instead it ended the way camel halts
     after his master’s done journey like
     roll of honey on an uneven dish
     we never knew we could keep large thirst
     inside us the way gravity holds world
     language is living here out of habit
     now a rarity, tamed for formalities
     are you hungry, feeling ok
     remember, palm-shadows on long sand dunes
     our bodies accepted light around us
     and sweated feelings, busy in mourns
     for loss of home inside hot wind
     through touch of us to drown in a nowhere
     with guarantees of return in elsewhere
     tumbled heat towards us like civilization to humans
     all I want to say is the notes that never found
     our mouths chosen by our hearts erstwhile
     grow like loud cold we failed melt
     like our humped egos, soon the sun
     shall take refuge behind the night canvas
     and all that is fire and silence
     shall turn to peace, look the weather
     rises like memory of our lost heaven
     its crescendo clear in its stroked approach

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