"Bar Boy"

Maria Giesbrecht

Maria Giesbrecht (she/her) is a Canadian poet whose writings explore her Mexican roots. Her work has previously been published in ONLY POEMS, Queen’s Quarterly, Hobart, Contemporary Verse 2, and elsewhere and is forthcoming in the Literary Review of Canada. Maria is the founder of the writing table, Gather, and spends her days nurturing creative folks to write urgently.

“This poem is an ekphrastic poem inspired by Salman Toor’s painting Bar Boy (2019).”

As my grandfather once said:

if you wear gloves

you can touch anything.

My hands are warm

inside the orange

mittens—I juggle

the hurt of the world,

sharp like a single fish

scale and the hope,

pigmented like boiled

mulberries.

 

I am just pretending

to have fun

but I actually hate it

when my two hands

grow into wooden bridges

deep like dark beer

and a child tries to cross

in the middle of the night

but I’m sleeping.